this is rather embarassing… all these while i have been asking him if he will be upset if i were to leave him, and he always say of course he will… and he said that he canot survive without me…clearly, i have been duped… i tot reverse physchology will work but no… normally when i talk to him, he will ignore my existence… so, i tried the same to him just now, and it did not bother him one bit… all he just did was to talk to the other guy…. wat the fuck…
then i thought he was busy doing work, but it turns out, he was actually talking to her…. the other her… he was being flirty with her….! double fuck… he pretended to be upset… wat the hell… and he’s telling me, he just wants to be friends… gosh, how can i be so naive? how can i be so gullible to his words…
and why is that these men always lie to me…. what kind of a human are they? what kind of a human is he? and i have been putting in so much effort for the past 6 years… it was actually for nothing… he cheated me…. i hate him….
