Archive for May, 2008

29.05.2008

yesterday first time register, write so much in here…

then now, dunno wat to say alredi…

aiiiieee….still cant think of wat to say…hmm….

 

proposal…

a guy friend have just proposed to his gf and receive a “yes”… but he still wants to know, from the minds of women, y is proposal such an important event? y is it a must for us girls to have a guy proposing to us….

i wonder too….for me, i want him to propose because to me, the whole marriage thing is like a 3-step process; propose, engage, marry. so, to jump straight to the end of it is like “wat’s the rush?”. for me now, i am viewing the proposal as a test… this guy really does love me that much to go do something like this, or is he taking me for granted that i will definitely say yes, so no need to propose. tell me, which girl doesn’t like to feel special? if it’s all so mechanical, i don’t see the need to say “I do” at the end of the day, it’s just not worth it…for me, the proposal is as important as the marriage… if u don’t get it right this time, u will never get it right the next time…

irony..

always like tat one… when i nicely ask about all the weekend work timetable, they will never have it set… then when i forget once and plan something, they come up with one…. crap….seems like something is not right… i find that everything that i do now that involves him will always never be smooth…like there is a barrier…. i wonder why… is it a real sign from the above? or is it just i am not lucky? has there been a change of plans somewhere along the lines and somebody forgot to inform me?? gosh… why can’t it be just like old times? i don’t think both sides have any problems with that…this is so frigging irritating!

 

so sweet…

a cubicle mate got flowers! heard another colleague asking her, for anniversary or birthday, she said for nothing! darn it! really goes to show that, it’s always the good ones that are taken… and we end up with the slightly spoiled ones… sigh…

 

27.05.2008

sometimes u sit and wonder, wat is going on in ur life…
these thoughts comes up especially when u are just sitting there and u realise that though u are not moving, everything else seems to be passing by in a blur…
u see ppl and their forms becomes a blur…
and then u think, wat happened to ur own life?
y has it become stagnant all of a sudden?
where has all the colors gone?
maybe it’s time for a change of environment…

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